Right now, I'm seeing double and I have a crazy headache. All I want to do is kiss my pillow and Hug my sheets. I'm mad right now because my friends are out there having fun at the party and I'm here writing blogs, which I love doing. Well I had fun writing and telling you all about my life hope you enjoy.

Okay my school is having this school trip to Italy and a graduation trip to Disney world. The trip to Italy is 2,000 for eight days and the trip to disney world is 1,000 for three days. Im debating because Italy is out of the country, it's beautiful, and i've never been out of the country before. Disney world would also be fun because im going to spend it with all my friends and so much activities to do. What should I do?

TRUE LIFE: my saturday nights are boring

When I wake up I start my morning regimens and check my email. I either call up my friends and see the plans for today or I just buy a teen vogue magazine, my twizzlers and get comfortable. I have to admit sometimes it's boring, but you'll get used to it after awhile. It's very rare for me to go to parties because I have a mother that's paranoid and thinks that every party i go to is going to get shot up. Sometimes I spend most of my saturdays' writing college essays and filling out application.....it's a headache. Someone should save me right now.

Why diddy?

When I heard that D.Woods and Aubrey I was so mad. Danity Kane is his group , but that wasn't fair what he did to both girls. They worked so hard to get to where they are at and for him to kicked them off wasn't neccesary. Me personally I think that D. Woods and Aubrey made the group hot. I have to give my girl D.Woods props for handling it the way she did. She said her goodbyes and was out the door. I hope everything goes well for both girls in the future.

What was we thinking?

I remember in third grade, my two best friends stacy, joanne and I had all got diaries and couldn't wait to write in it. We wrote anything and everything in this little book and didn't think that no one will read it. We thought we was cool because we would say the most cruel thing about another student and they wouldn't even know this, it was like power in my little hands. So one day i decided to leave this book of mine in my desk, than went home. The next day I came back and saw atleast three girls crying and didn't know why. So I was called and was ascorted in the the hallway by my teacher and was told that one of the girls read my book. I was so mad that she read it and ashamed at the same time. At the end of the day I definitly learn my lesson.

Mirror Mirror on the Wall

Everytime I look in the mirror I see a girl breaking out of her shell to become a better individual. The type of girl that wouldn't care what people have to say about her and wouldn't change for no one else, but her self. A girl that's not dying for attention, but needs attention just to know that someone cares.I see somneone that will never be replaced. A girl that's precious to someone and would love her unconditionally. Many people tellme that i have changed, but they don't realize that i've found the new me.

Lucky Aunt

It's great being an aunt to my two neices and watching them grow.Now i can be the one to say that i was there when you was born and changed your dirty diapers.They are so precious to me, I would do anything to make them happy. Amiyah aka miss hot stuff ,is the dramatic one , she's such a charater. She reminds me of how i used to be when i was younger.Than theres Avianna, she's the calm and sweet one, she always amazes me in the things she do. Even though i hate going to my sister house every weekend to babysit, I still love them.

Breakfast club

You have to know that my favorite movie is Breakfast Club. It's about high school kids in the 80's sitting in one room for detention. They all had different personalities and never associated with each other. As the days goes on they had many adventures while dodging the pricipal at that. They smoked weed and talked about their lives and how much they hate it. Watching rebelious kids doing crazy and risking activities that some wouldn't even think of doing is so entertaining. Im always laughing everytime "the criminal" John Bender speaks he is rediculously rude and it's so funny. Also when he got in trouble by the principal and was testing his buttons just to see how far he can get him mad. Who can forget about the dance towards the end of the the movie....LOVED IT.

I just saw the most beautiful creature lol

Okay i have a major crush on this guy he's so handsome I promise im going to marry him. Well basically this is how it all started, my friend Jasmine is such a party chick and wanted to go this party in Queens. So apparently the boy that i have a crush on was selling tickets. We had to meet up to get the tickets from him and I was hoping this was going to be my chance to tell him how much I like him. So when we was walking to meet him, i dont know what came over me, my legs started to feel like jello. He gaved my friend her ticket and asked why im not going to the party. But in my head he was saying "i dont know how to tell you this, but i really like you and i want you to be my girl". But never happened ,so when i snapped out of it he was walking away and i was mad at myself for not saying anything. But trust and believe im going to tell him how much i like him.

Never felt like this before usually hate stuff like this!!!!

TRUE LIFE: IM STRESS........ LITERALLY

Today was pretty sad for me. I was hanging out with my friends from around my way, just talking about life and what the future have in store for us. My friends and I knew each other since we was in kindergarten and its sad to know that we are all leaving each other and going our separate ways for college. We've been through allot together and I love the chemistry we all have. We can all just look at each other and burst out laughing for no reason. They are the only people that really get me and knows the real me. We've seen it all from shootouts to loosing someone really dear to us. But we all going to make sure to stay in touch and get matching tattoos.=]

I'm currently, filling out a few college applications which is so stressful. I want to go to a college that I would not regret going to. I would love a college that would have the best professors there for my major and a rife of activities and clubs to choice from. Everything is so stressful right now, I have school, homework, sat classes,yearbook club, and chorus. I'm actually surprised in myself that I'm balancing all of these activities at once. So basically, I can't wait until all of this hard work pay off at the end.


I love talking to my cousin Te Te she's always have some advice to give me about life or school. When I'm sad and I don't feel like expressing my self to my mom or sister, I would talk to her. She knows exactly what I'm going through everyday as a teenager. She always talks to me about college and do's and don'ts about it. I admire her allot which makes her my role model.